so-shackled-by-smiles:

I feel like I’m getting better but I’m not sure because all of a sudden I get these attacks and I feel like killing myself all over again. I’ve become a generally happier person but all at once it hits me and I’m on the floor. At school as well and it’s just hard knowing he’ll never want me because I can’t keep myself strong. Who would want a suicidal, teenage girl?